“Asmodeus” – pregnant with disappointment. I have ‘daddy issues’ … it’s so cliche as to be absurd and embarassing and … More

All Thumbs

About a week ago I was meeting with my support group and giving my regular update and things went really … More

Slow to Heal

When the hurt sets in we want it fixed, gone, poof, pill, drink, video game, movie, binging Game of Thrones, … More

The Assimilation

Close your eyes and breathe and remember being held by your parents or by a close friend or by a … More

To the Feast

It’s a Wednesday night and I’m sitting quietly at my dining room table, listening to the neighbor kids play football … More


I swam in the fury and the blame and how I felt again like my body and my experiences and … More


#whyididntreport – because I was 14 and I thought it was my fault for not being clearer with my no. … More

My Place

If you’ve been following along you know that life (specifically my life) has been filled with tumult and change for … More