Oh this day has snuck up on me! It seems like last year I was far more prepared for this…

“Asmodeus” – pregnant with disappointment. I have ‘daddy issues’ … it’s so cliche as to be absurd and embarassing and…

About a week ago I was meeting with my support group and giving my regular update and things went really…

When the hurt sets in we want it fixed, gone, poof, pill, drink, video game, movie, binging Game of Thrones,…

Man I was sad a year ago! I’ve been keeping a regular journal for over two years and I have…

Close your eyes and breathe and remember being held by your parents or by a close friend or by a…

The day after my ex husband told me he was leaving I painted my toenails.  A lovely reddish brown color…

It’s a Wednesday night and I’m sitting quietly at my dining room table, listening to the neighbor kids play football…

I swam in the fury and the blame and how I felt again like my body and my experiences and…

#whyididntreport – because I was 14 and I thought it was my fault for not being clearer with my no.…